Angiebelle, you haven’t been–it’s just you’re bringing different things to the story. It’s okay to feel what you’re feeling, just as it’s okay for me to feel what I’m feeling and RG to feel what she’s feeling.
I’m kinda somewhere between grief and (cautious) hope that this will make more sense in context of later episodes. I still feel lost about it, but I rewatched the episode twice…and it wasn’t as hard as I expected it to be. We’re all going to process this differently and that’s okay–emotions are not logic. (That said, I think I’d be less upset if I saw the logic…and I don’t.)
Keeper of Belle's Gold magic, sand dollar, cloaks, purple FTL outfit, spell scroll, library key, copy of Romeo and Juliet, and cry-muffling pillow, Rumple's doll, overcoat, and strength, and The Timeline. My spreadsheet: https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B6r8CySCCWd9R0RUNm4xR3RhMEU/view?usp=sharing