HE IS JUST SO SAD, OK?! HE IS SCARED AND LOST WITHOUT THEM. ALL HE WANTS IS HIS HIS TRUE LOVE AND HIS SON AND TO HAVE A FAMILY AND LIFE. THE MAN JUST LOST HIS FATHER, HIS SON, AND HIS LOVE IN A GRAND TOTAL OF 5 SECONDS AND NOW HE IS BEING TOLD THAT HE CAN’T EVER GET THEM BACK. WHAT THE HECK. NO. SOMEONE HUG THE PUPPY. SOMEONE HUGE THE PUPPY RIGHT NOW. (I have a lot of Neal feelings)
HE CAN BARELY BREATHE OR STAND STILL. IT’S KILLING HIM. HE’S SO FIDGETY AND UNCOMFORTABLE BECAUSE ALL HE WANTS TO DO IS RUN–BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT HE DOSE BUT THIS TIME HE IS RUNNING TOWARD SOMETHING NOT AWAY. AND OMG I LOVE HIM AND THIS SHIP SO MUCH. (I’m fine)