"He was a lot of things to me" "The only conclusion was love"
That said, when I’m looking at the new info, or new TVline gossip or what have you, I feel like an addict who doesn’t know how to cut something from their life. The logical part of me reminds me that I’ve been hurt, and they’re likely going to do it again, and that A&E can’t be trusted. That I should also be vindictive and cut them from my life, but yet like that addict I keep wanting to come back for another hit. It’s this weird crossroad and I don’t know what the right answer is.
This is exactly how I feel as well.
I’ve started looking at spoilers again. I’ve started reading the threads again.
Is it acceptance? Maybe, albeit a bitter pill to swallow.