I thought I was getting over it, but I think what’s really holding me back is the creative betrayal I feel. I really looked up to A&E, they were my inspiration in a lot of ways. I have screenwriting ambitions, and I’m actually starting to second guess them I’m so cynical about the whole thing. That’s so depressing.
I don’t know why but this week felt harder than the last.
Today I just don’t have any sort of joy for ONCE being on. I’m like, “oh. Sunday. Right.”
*shrug*
It is what it is. We’re allowed to feel how we want.
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"He was a lot of things to me" "The only conclusion was love"