Yeah my life personal life is okay, I have up days and down days but it has nothing to do with Swanfire/Nealfire/OUAT. Now my fandom life is pretty much on carousel I have my high days when I am having fun with my shows Grimm, Law and Order, Dusk to Dawn and I have my lows when something reminds me of Neal, Swanfire, and OUAT, Neal and Swanfire makes me happy and fluffy but then I remember what could have been, would have been, and should have been then I get sad/angry.