so what’s your secret, people?
how can you get through the day if you really really believe that A&E changed the story and Neal will stay dead?
I am not questioning anyone here, I am trying to learn from you.
how do you keep posting posts and reading posts and being on these forums if you truly believe that the story as we knew it has been trashed?
I can’t speak for other people, but I get through it by remembering what the story was, and what I feel in my heart it could have (and should have) been. Reading other people’s posts makes feel like I’m not alone in my sadness and disappointment. If it was just me raging and complaining about 315 and everything past it, then I probably would have walked away, but there are other people here who feel the same way and it makes me not feel alone. Eventually I’ll be ready to move on, but for now this is kind of my support group as I work through my attachment to both Neal and Once in general.
Not sure if that really answers your question, but that’s how I feel.
Basically this.
I have Heather, Jo, Text, DSB, Ranisha, Rainbow, Phee, Slurpeez, Onyx, CWL, and Artsee. And together, every night, we somehow manage to make each other feel better.
And it hurts more to have hope. So I choose not to have any.