#maybe because he too has a tragic childhood that still upsets and affects him like yours #and because you two are kindred spirits #and are more alike that you are aware #and now that you’ve shared your childhood with him before anyone #he’s going to do the same #because you trust each other #and care #and are in love #and even though hes 200+ years old #there are parts of his childhood that haunt him to this day #and we’re gonna see sad young killy on our screens soon #i am emotion