“I’m nervous to say that because there are so many SwanQueens out there that see something else, and I don’t want to take that away from them.”
Translation: “Yeah, I know SwanQueen will never happen, but I can’t outright say that because they’ll get upset about it. There’s too many SwanQueen viewers watching the show to risk upsetting them, so we all have to keep baiting them with that possible hope.”
Of course, they’re going to get upset with what she said there anyway.