I am really stuffing a lot right now and trying to find inner peace in it all. And for the most part, I have it. When I really am honest with myself, I don’t find a lot of pain— I find reassurance that it’s not Neal. Which is like, so crazy because you’d think it’d be worry and fear. Knowing everything I know, it reassures me. I don’t want to be shocked if it is him; and none of us know for sure. But there’s just so much that says it’s not. Even with the fear and speculation.
All of that being said, I too, Heather, am looking forward to the Olympics. They will be a such a blessing! We should have an Olympic party in the chat room. Although I’m sure that will happen automatically lol.
We’ve had some really fun times in the chat lately and I think just having fun with each other and being “with” one another getting all the Once inside jokes and everything we may bring up, I think that helps a lot. Gets the focus off the arc at hand and puts the focus back on the show as a whole and what it means to us. Yesterday the chatroom was SO FULL around the time MRJ’S Ask ended. There were a lot of people in there. Full of every ship. And we all had a lot of fun. It definitely helps.
*sigh*
I’m off to find some pretties 🙂 and hope. We need some more hope sprinkled on us today.
Keeper Nealfire's/Bae's scarf, Henry and Neal's bribery ice cream sundae, Baelfire's sword, the coconut map, and more.