Sorry, I don’t want to make anyone else worried.
The thing is – I still don’t see ANY chemistry with SF and my interpretation of the Emma/Neal scenes is the same as everyone else’s here on our ship. I just don’t see them working toward a SF relationship at all – except for a friendship in order to parent Henry. And everything I do see seems to be obviously heading to a CS endgame.
But there have been more than just a few times on this show that my jaw has dropped because they threw things out of left field that I NEVER saw coming – that’s part of what is so great about the show. I’m just hoping that a sudden abrupt change of heart and decision for SF isn’t one of them. Because if something like that happens on Sunday, I will literally cry. I know that is completely stupid but I am so attached to these fictional characters that I will honestly cry if Emma chooses Neal. And then I will be miserable about it over the hiatus.
I feel the same way. There are a lot of things going on in my life, and Once Upon A Time is a welcome escape from my reality at present, and so that’s why I’m attaching myself to this so much. It’s a welcome distraction to give me a little bit of happiness amid a whole lot of stress. That’s why I feel like I need this (Captain Swan), and it’s why I, personally, would be upset enough to stop watching the show if Hook were killed off, or if they do something horrible with his character. I need for something to cheer me up. I don’t need anything else to bring me down.
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