[annwyn]

Hello guys,

I just delurked and seeing what I posted on the SwanFire forum, I want to explain myself, in case you stumble upon it :

I do am a bit tired with a lot of CSers shippers because of the drama and the “lets find a parallel in everything, even when it’s just nothing”, ‘let’s do a petition because CS must totally be end game”

But as said, there’s always a rule to an exception and I actually lurk the CaptainSwan forum here because I’m curious and I do enjoy the talk here, even though I don’t always agree.

So please, just don’t feel targeted by what I said on CS, because even though we will have disagrements, I don’t see Hook as you do for instance, what I said really don’t apply here. I’ll take the petition for instance, or the nasty tweets to MRJ… seriously that’s just sad and pathetic and to be very honnest with you guys, sadly most CSers I read about are a bit extreme, thus why my post and I apologize because I don’t mean “CSers are aweful person, I hate them”, they’re just very loud, sadly the dumbest are the loudest. EDIT because this can sound offensive. It was not meant as such. I meant in general, the dumbest are often the loudest. I wrote this to this CS because I can’t forgive people wishing horrible things on MRJ. I don’t like Hook anymore but I love Colin, and that picture he did with that kid : awesome. I love Colin. I do have a bit of a grudge yes on people wihshing bad things to the actors “not sailing their ships”. That’s just wrong. And yeah, espcially with such a lovely cast, actually.

I still hope Emma ends with Neal, mostly because they make me remember of my Adam and I, but really I just wanted to post this : do not please hate me if you see my post.

Geez, I’m not sure I make it right by posting this, actually, I just don’t want you to be offended by my post on SF thread. i’m going back to “rainbows and unicorns stickers” =)

[annwyn]

A delurker! We love those! Welcome. All newbies get cookies and hot cocoa with cinnamon 

I LOVE YOU! And RG (yes, that’s how much I “stalked”, you’re RG), you’re an awesome mod, you did a good job with the CaptainSwanFire thread. It’s a bit odd, it’s just I have read you guys so much, I feel like I know you guys a bit.

I’ll see you guys soon anyway, but really I love that thread, it makes me happy every mondays, I do admit =) (mondays because I love in Europe it’s on mondays I see ONCE and come to the forums)(edit : live, that one is a typo I guess)

*Cookies, hugs and macarons all around!* (do you guys know macarons? It’s awesome, it’s like a mix of Neal and Rumple, with a tad of spicy Regina mix :p)

[annwyn]

Hello guys,

This is my first post, and I am delurking, yup!, so I hope I don’t screw up.

First I want to thank alllll the posters in this thread : for some obscure reason (not so obscure, more on that later) I ship Swanfire (sorry I don’t like FireThieves)  and thank you guys, because aye, here is a safe haven =)

I used to appreciate Hook when he was first introduced but let’s be honnest : I read so much idiocy from CS shippers that it ruined the character for me. And I’m not gonna even start on everything I heard about nasty tweets to MRJ.

Ah MRJ!… I love the guy, seriously, he is cute in his own special way and I just adore the way he portraits Neal. I have a huge crush on MRJ, just like on Robert : I can’t explain it, I just adore them.

Anyway, I wanted to post last night after I saw a link, which I followed as the good lurker that I am, about how SwanFire are TL, based on Aristophanes’ speech at The Symposium. Sorry I’m a bit lazy to go back to the link. First it happened that “tale” is one of my favorite ever. Then I’m not gonna lie, Emma and Neal’s story reminds me so much of my own that… yeah of course I can’t help ship them, especially when MRJ does such a great job.

I really do believe Emma and Neal are end game. Maybe I’m wrong because afterall my name is not Adam, but I truelly believe it. Real love is also about pain and fights. Because that’s after fighting, that’s because of the pain that one day you decide to stand up, that’s because sadly real love is not only about walking by with a huge, and a bit dumb, smile on your face, because real love is also about pain, about hurt that will eventually come because HEY… HUMANS, we make mistakes. And real love is about going past the hurt, the flaws, every mistakes. Because real love is also about finding each other, forgiving each other and simply keeping on loving each other, no matter what.

I honnestly believe Emma and Neal are two faces of the same coin, as Plato said it. And yes, they do remind me of my own Adam and I.

Anyway, I want to thank you guys for this thread that I love. Especially since a lot of CS fans really got to me sometimes. Don’t get me wrong : there is ALWAYS exceptions to one rule and I don’t want to bi… about them but the “parallels (sp?) from doom” just tire me sometimes. And I won’t even go to the MRJ threaths, that’s just… crazy. Sadly most of CSers seem to me like little teenage hysterical girls. I heard they created a petition? SERIOUSLY?! It’s sad because all this drama first made me dislike a character, and then… seriously it’s ruining the conversations. Once again, I know not all CSers are the same but really most are dramas seekers and … well I enjoy reading this Swanfire thread, it’s a little sunshine in the Once community and thank you guys =)

Now, as far as analysis go, I can’t believe a show about true love would pair Emma with some guy that basically tell her off when she says “we need to talk”. Just for these lines, I can’t believe Emma will spend her life with Hook, when she has a super Neal coming back, on badass mode to get his son and family back.

Anyway, that’s it, I hope I wasn’t being offensive when talking about CSers, they just get me down sometimes, they are loud and annoying, most of them, a bit like a kid on a tantrum, actually.

 

By the way, did I mention I love that thread and MRJ? =)

 

PS : Slurp and Phee you guys are totally SwanFire captains! =)

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