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Watcher – If you’re ever interested in getting into the sewing side of things, I’d be happy to give advice. I’ve been sewing and cosplaying for about 12-13 years now, and I’m literally in a program for theatrical costuming right now, so sewing and pattern making is pretty much the only think I do 80 hours a week right now… But yeah, if you go that route feel free to give me a shout, and as long as I’m not buried under a mountain of my own sewing homework, then I’d be glad to help out.

On a minorly related note, last night I was working on a project for my textiles class and I’m super proud of it. Look at my tree!
It’s different shades of dye painted directly on canvas, and then the tree is a stencil I made and coloured in with brown and black oil paint crayons. I still have to bleach out parts, but my tree!

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Woke up this morning to Rainbow congratulating me over Facebook and I was like “Who and the what now?” I should probably stop being surprised at what people can accomplish over platforms like twitter.

So now how about that pipe dream of getting MRJ to pose with Puck?

Co-Mayor of Sad Town | Twin of Co-Mayor of Sad Town | #HopeforRogueBison

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Took 5 seconds and Googled. 101 Dalmations is coming out of the Vault for a “Diamond” release in 2015. There you go folks

You know, the season 1 was good (fantastic in comparison to everything else since), but I think the strongest part about it was that it felt like it had a story to tell us. A story it really believed in. Now it’s just product placement and marketing. How can people not feel used ever since last season? It’s just BAM! YOU LOVE FROZEN! RIGHT?!? BAM! YOU LOVE ALL THE CLASSIC DISNEY MOVIES WE HAVE THE RIGHTS TO! RIGHT?!? BUY DISNEY STUFF SO ABC WILL KEEP US ON THE AIR AS AN HOUR LONG COMMERCIAL EVERY WEEK!! PLEASE!!!

Co-Mayor of Sad Town | Twin of Co-Mayor of Sad Town | #HopeforRogueBison

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The Storybrooke League of Villainy, RG. Headed by Lex Luthor.

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Happy Bison Day everyone! Puck celebrates with “deep dish” molten cookies and milk!

!!!! That’s brilliant! Can I post that up on Puck’s blog right now?

Co-Mayor of Sad Town | Twin of Co-Mayor of Sad Town | #HopeforRogueBison

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HAPPY INTERNATIONAL BISON DAY EVERYONE!!

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Bison Day sounds so lovely. I’m gonna make it International Bison Day.

PS. I miss you loads Sad Twin.

If I’m celebrating here in Canada, then it’s automatically International Bison Day. XD

P.S. Miss you tons too Sad Twin! Let me know when you want NEALWHALE to come and visit you in the land of windmills and fashionable wooden shoes.

Co-Mayor of Sad Town | Twin of Co-Mayor of Sad Town | #HopeforRogueBison

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Hello friends,

I have missed you. Life has been busy and I usually spend 13 hours a day at school, so I’ve been away from discussions and the Ranch for most of that time. It’s been very sad. I was more curious about 405 than any other episode this season, simply because I have a partially written Emma fic that I was worried would be completely trashed after the episode aired. Thankfully my fic seems to be safe, though that doesn’t help my writers block at all. Haven’t watched the episode though, and I don’t plan to (I just use DSB as a sacrificial lamb to tell me what’s going on every week).

So last night in the Ranch I posed this question, and I’ll ask it here as well.

Here’s a question for everyone…

What incentive do we, as the audience, have for caring about any of the current story lines or villains anymore? Why bother becoming invested in something that will be over in a fraction of the overall story? Something that will likely be forgotten and/or unaddressed in the future once these 11 episodes are over?

OUaT’s current track record for remembering and addressing past villains, characters or plot points is abysmal and makes one wonder what’s the point in getting invested? What’s the point of caring when once this serial is over everyone will move on and there will be no future impact from it all? Why care in the first place when the characters won’t? When the writers won’t? It just seems pointless…

And if you look at the ratings, apparently other people have started to wonder the same thing too. http://textbookone.tumblr.com/post/101229545086/heres-a-question-for-everyone

Also, there is a very important proposed holiday coming up this Saturday that I don’t want people to forget. National Bison Day. Admittedly I will be celebrating sans-bison, as Puck just arrived at Lauren’s this week, but there must be celebrations regardless! I demand it! Puck demands it!

Co-Mayor of Sad Town | Twin of Co-Mayor of Sad Town | #HopeforRogueBison

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Still not really here, but I finally finished my sad Henry-Neal fic (because sad is what I do).

When I Wake

Sorry for all the sad. But to make up for it, have Puck.

Also, thanks for all the support everyone. I just wish this show didn’t make me want to run through glass.

Co-Mayor of Sad Town | Twin of Co-Mayor of Sad Town | #HopeforRogueBison

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Guys… I think I need to close this tab.

I have literally had the thread open in a tab in my browser for months upon months. Every time I turn on my computer I just reopen my browser to the last pages I was on and just refresh. It’s incredibly rare for me to find this thread any other way than directly through that tab. The rest of this site holds no interest for me, as this is my home.

But I don’t think I can do this anymore… at least not for awhile.

Maybe it’s all the pretentious premier stuff from the last few days, maybe it’s the stupidly sad fanfic I keep insisting will be finished before the start of the new season, maybe I’m just overwhelmed with school, but I have this giant hole in my heart right now and as much as I dearly love everyone, coming here just hurts too much right now.

I want to be excited with everyone outside of these imaginary internet walls. I made the mistake of opening up the thread during class today and I just felt down the rest of the day. I want to be happy that the season is starting again. I want that same enthusiasm I had a year ago, but it’s gone and instead I’m filled with so much hate and anger and knowing that I feel that way makes all those feelings stronger.

There’s a few GA’s in my class who are super excited for the new season or the show in general (one of them is still just on season 1), and I can’t just let them be happy. I feel compelled to tell them about how crappy the show is now, and how killing Neal was the worst thing imaginable, and I let myself say some of it, but it’s not fair to them. They just want to like their show and here I am trying to steamroller that love because all I feel is anger and sadness and if I can’t enjoy it then no one can. But it’s just a show. It’s just a stupid stupid show. A stupid show that I still can’t let go of, no matter how much I want to.

So I think, for the first time in a long time, I need to close this tab. It probably sound stupid, but I’m here every day, even if I don’t post. It’s a thing I do, but I can’t take all the premier stuff, or all the BS from A&E. So I’m going to go away for awhile. I’ll be back to post my fic, but I can’t check here every day and get more and more sad. Not that anyone will really notice my absence (I could have said nothing and you probably would never have noticed), but I today put me in such a funk that I had to let it out somewhere. Sorry.

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